Me as Mama

Someone who always complaint that why I didnt update my blog, being busy for this few months. Not only working but as a mother's to Danish. Anyway I'm happy with it, although I'm not rest enough as long as all the things done on schedule. Now only know its really hard to raise your own kid's. Really!!!no joke. Especially when ur kid fall sick, of course we will feel worried and we have to monitor them until they get well. My son Danish got asthma. With our whether now, he's often fall sick, he's easy to get flu, cough and fever and drag to asthma. I always pray to God to protect my Danish. Everymonth we have to go to SJMC for his checkup. Dr. Ali always give support to us, he said asthma there is no medicine to void it, it will gone itself but dont know when. I got read an article bout this sickness. It it sensative with perfume, cat, the baby always cry also one of the reason,grass and etc. There is one time the asthma attack him and he totaly week until cant even hold his own bottle, just lying on my bed and his eyes so tired...his hand and leg was very cold. I was so scared tat time. Me and Krul faster bring him to the nearest specialist. On the way to the clinic Danish just hold my hand and without my control I cried and I pray to God please don't take him from me..he's my life, my soul, my lover and everything